it's melon, apple, aquatic, jasmine, magnolia, violet, lily of the valley, peach, apricot and musk.
the new me.
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Jun 25, 2009
May 15, 2009
“A good manager doesn't try to eliminate conflict; he/she tries to keep it from wasting the energies of her/his people. If you're the boss and your people fight you openly when they think that you are wrong - that's healthy.”
-- Robert Townsend
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May 12, 2009
"When I needed you most when I needed a friend, you let me down"
-Blink 182
friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken, it can be fixed, but there will always be cracks.
when the moment was gone, let it be in the pass
remember to forgive, forget and to move on
if it may occurs again in the future, don't let your ignorance and insensitivity let your friend, down.
when that person needed you the most.
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May 4, 2009
having another phase of what so called
" a writer's block"
perhaps it's just a time...
to read all the books at my unread bookshelf
yaaaaaaa... memperpendek daftar dosa lah...
doyan belinya, males bacanya
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Apr 30, 2009
started my debt diet program weeks ago
cut two cc... and so happy to do so
but i cannot help myself
to look at this gorgeous wedges
just to look at it
and adding it to my wish list ;-)
anyone?
anyone et all???????????????
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Apr 27, 2009
type and click
do you think before you write?
it depends
on what?
where it will be published
er.... you mean?
if it's an official e-mail, i think before it was sent. if it's an official circular, i think before i proof-read. if it's a blog entry, in my own blog, then i don't think when i write or publish.
you just type then click?
yeap.. type and click
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Apr 24, 2009
How Open Are You?
still diving from quiz to quiz...
it's kinda fun..
and surprisingly, it said that
| You Are 47% Open |
 You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy. You But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life. |
ha-ha
you can try it at here
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Apr 23, 2009
musim
"sekarang lagi musim apa di sana?"
yang jelas belum musim duren...
tapi musim panas. cuaca yang terik mengganggu stabilitas otak dalam bekerja. pstttttt... ada musim yang lain, yang lebih seru. musim arisan, reunian, gathering yang arrangement-nya dilakukan via facebook.
ini wabah musiman.
beberapa teman lama ikut terjangkit wabah ini. mereka mengirimkan undangan reuni, via facebook. lagi musim katanya... ah lagi-lagi musim. berawal dari satu pesan kemudian beranak-pinak jadi puluhan lainnya. seperti banjir yang tak kunjung reda. hihihihihi
beberapa orang (termasuk saya), bukan orang yang standby melototin facebook seperti broker mantengin pegerakan harga saham. gadget juga sengaja dibatasi supaya tak tergoda untuk terus online, karena satu dan puluhan alasan tentunya.
ketika pesan di facebook tak kunjung dibalas, protes pun berdatangan. ga reply tepat waktu lah, ga ada kabarnya lah, confirm susah amat lah...lah lah lah lah
padahal, jangankan pesan... ada sembilan puluh tujuh friend requests yang belum disentuh hahahahaha
kalau sudah begitu..... tertawa!
keras dan sering.. itu yang saya lakukan.
mengapa?
karena musim, jadi harus lewat facebook.
padahal ada fasilitas e-mail dan sms yang siap untuk diberdayakan.
khususnya untuk perempuan yang bekerja minus BB or iphone yang bisa terus SIAGA dengan facebook. lagian, kita kan satu kota loh....
musim... ah lagi-lagi musim.
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Apr 18, 2009
“The only reason why we ask other people how their weekend was
is so we can tell them about our own weekend.”
--Chuck Palahniuk
Do you agree?
Am not
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Apr 11, 2009
only fear can defeat life
"I must say a word about fear. It is life's only true opponent.
Only fear can defeat life."
-- Yann Martel, Life of Pi
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Apr 10, 2009
The reason death sticks so closely to life isn’t biological necessity – it’s envy. Life is so beautiful that death has fallen in love with it...
-- Yann Martel, in Life of Pi
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Apr 6, 2009
is it our hobby?
Stanford: Before I tell you, you have to promise not to judge.
Carrie: Do I judge?
Stanford: We all judge. That's our hobby. Some people do arts and crafts; we judge.
-Sex & The City
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Apr 5, 2009
Hari ini hari apa?
Pertanyaan untuk peri
Entah ke mana kata-kata pergi
Gambar romantis itu pudar
Rasa yang mendayu hilang
Apa mungkin rasa puisiku hilang
Seperti pohon tak berdaun di musim dingin
Tapi tak juga itu
Lebih seperti bangun pagi yang amat biasa
Dan bertanya saat tengah malam
Hari ini hari apa
Dan mencoba mencari sisa-sisa perasaan
Manusia yang dulu
Yang pernah berjalan bersama
Hingga tak kukenali lagi
Jiwa dan tubuh sedang saling mencari
Saling berputar di jalan yang sama
Tapi tak bertemu
Mungkin yang lain sedang mampir naik kereta
Atau cuma duduk di tepi trotoar
Ya,mungkin kencing di sungai sambil pura-pura mabok
Agar tak malu
Diri yang dulu, diri yang mana
Pertanyaan ini mencari dan mencoba menakar
sejauh mana telah berubah
Apakah masih bisa kukenali lagi
Ataukah sudah tersesat
Salah jalan
Atau memang jalan tak ada ujung
Atau memang ini menulis di langit biru
Sambil kepulkan awan
Membayangkan gerimis di kampung
Dan duduk bercerita dengan Mama kios yang telah ditutup
Ah, itu kan dulu
Kemarin yang telah pergi
Sedangkan yang akan datang senyum
yang pernah Tawa yang luput
Dan, ah, kau seperti sedang mencari
Benar terasa kau seperti sendiri
Seperti peri yang terlambat pulang
Dan tak ingin pergi
Dan berdiri di pintu
Sambil bertanya
hari ini hari apa
Ah peri, apa perlu bertanya
Birmingham, 3 April 2009
By: Elcid Li, a friend, a writer and a good listener _____________________________________________________
Apr 4, 2009
is this love?
dari awal, tidak seperti yang pertama
untuk yang pertama, di permulaan, lamaaaaaaa sekali membuka lembar demi lembar
tapi ketika sudah lebih dari lembar ke tujuh belas..
hasrat jadi tak terhentikan...
menjadi tidak sabar, rasa ingin tahu terus berkecamuk..
debaran jantung menjadi terdengar, mata tak kunjung terpejam,
kerutan menghiasi kening dan sesekali, senyuman tipis tersungging di bibir
ini yang kedua,
namun, dari lembar pertama, perasaan malas itu tak ada
yang ada keinginan yang menggebu untuk terus-menerus membukanya, cepat.. memburu.. memaksa untuk terus terjaga
ingin tahu bagaimana jadinya
seru, tegang, menyentuh..
sensasi yang ia berikan tak terputuskan
kini.......
tiba di penghujung akhir
rasanya sayang bila ia harus berakhir...
mulai membaca dengan lambat...sangat lambat..
meresapi setiap kata, memejamkan mata, memanjakan imajinasi
mungkin harus segera diakhiri
supaya bisa berpindah ke lain lagi
ke buku lain yang masih belum dibaca..*hiks*
mungkin akan membaca ulang..
berharap tidak ada detail yang terlewatkan
memanjakan rasa, walau sensasi yang ditawarkan
tidak akan pernah sama
yes, am reading this book and i think..
am so falling for it 
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Apr 3, 2009
labil-mood-menular
pergi ga ya..
pergi aja deh..
ah hujan... tapi di cubicle juga dah males, dah bego...
dah keras nih rahang..
pergi ga ya...
pergi deh...
akhirnya pergi juga.. walaupun telat.. banget.. sangat telat banget dan kebangetan deh telatnya.
emang klo lagi labil, kudunya ga bole deket-deket sama orang-orang yang moodnya lagi ga bagus. soalnya.. mood itu menular, jadi sering-seringlah melakukan ritual membuang mood slash aura negatif.. biar ga ketualaran hihihihihi
mood menular? yakin lu?
yakin, pasti.. am sure
nih ya... menurut Dr. Elaine Hatfield, a psychologist at the University of Hawaii:
"Emotional contagion happens within milliseconds, so quick you can't control it, and so subtly that you're not really aware it's going on”
mili sekon boi.. cepet ga tuh..
lebih cepat dari helaan nafas dan kedipan mata
waspadalah.......waspadalah.....
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Apr 2, 2009
about human action
all human actions have one or more of these seven causes:
chance,
nature,
compulsion,
habit,
reason,
passion, and
desire.
Aristotle
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Mar 31, 2009
bukan wonderwoman
me: am a very complicated human being. sometimes, i feel so stupid, not learning from the past.
a friend: we are only human
me: i know. but for now, am not quite comfort with myself. like u said, we are only human. a complicated ones... and am proud of that. am not gonna change who i am just because some people wants me to. this is me, take it or leave it, a-stupid-complicated-human-being. (psttttt gw jarang ngaku klo lagi bego)
a friend: ya, kadang we just just have to admit, that we're not wonderwoman hahahaha
and once again, she made me smile
thanks.. for being nice wherever u r, that night, when i was blown away by the wind
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Mar 30, 2009
be ready and stay away
after having a wonderful wiken
without have to reply any boring text
i woke up at the wrong side of the bed, today!
my head was spinning and my right shoulder is killing me
and... so many rese people come to visit
just to test my patience
and i failed
oh yes.. i did hihihihihihi
pffffffffffffffffff
thinking of having another "hiatus" time...
since this could be a fantastic week folks..
need to speed up everything and keeping the balance at the sanity level, at the same time
guess it won't be hard... ^_^
so... be ready
and
just stay away huahahahahahha
in other words... "sana... jauh-jauh"
yes,
especially for you who made me unseal the deal
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Mar 28, 2009
was it so hard to be understood?
maybe i didn't make myself clear
when i deal with you, that means you alone
not include anyone, anything, any feeling you have in your daily life.......whatsoever
and i refuse to know every single detail
and to know anyone
and to reject any third party tool, oh yes.. i do!
was it so hard to understand?
when it comes to my private half world, i set some boundaries
so,
do i make myself clear now?
or should we unseal the deal?
and it's just too easy for me
to walk out from your time space
since my world is not your world
i repeat..
my world is not the same like yours.. am martian, remember?
and was it so damn hard to understand?
that i cannot have anyone try to enter my-so-called-private-half-world-area
like i said.......
i have got nothing to hide...
i just refuse to share
that simple and that complicated
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Mar 27, 2009
it's Friday and am working loh
“I always give 100% at work:
13% Monday
22% Tuesday
26% Wednesday
35% Thursday
4% Friday”
from http://thinkexist.com
It's Friday already?
Halah gaya..
kemarin (pas libur NYEPI), gw kira udah Jumat ha-ha
jadi masih berharap untuk ritual tidur-tidur-tidur and tidur lagi hahahahaha
ow.. i do miss my beauty-slash-beast-or-like-i-care sleep
YES darling, it's my twelve (or even more) hours sleep
yeap... kinda miss it already
a lot
hey.......dun take it wrong
am not complaining loh... (ehm)... yakin?
ow... yes, pasti, am sure...
absofuckinglutely laaaaaa
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Mar 26, 2009
no time?
deeeeeeuuuuuuuhhhhh....
yang beneran has no time, esp for LOVE ha-ha
eits,kok sok tau gini?
lah.. klo dia ada waktu
pastinya VOR akan berganti FOR la...
yukkkkkkkkk
@Pelabuhan Sunda Kelapa
biar garing asal posting
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Mar 25, 2009
hide and share
a guy: jangan suka dipendem tuh emosi, bisa gilaaa ennttaaarrrr.
me: i have nothing to hide, i just refuse to share. they're just too many 
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Mar 24, 2009
whist list
ulang taun masih lama
tapi dah ngupdet wish list..
well, that's a spirit ha-ha
lagian... ga usah nunggu ulang taun kan, klo mo ngasih.. ya ngasih aja
hehehehe *ngarep*
buruan.. timbang ntar malah jadi 100.. sekarang masih 29 loh..
yukkkkkkkkk mari
Mar 23, 2009
wiken story
so, watts yr wiken story?
08129xxxxxx, jiwa advonturir yang terperangkap dalam tubuh ibu RT:
Hey, met wiken. Gw lagi belajar masak neh.
08573xxxxxx, a party lover yang ga ada matinye:
Lagi bantuin temen launching graden clubnya. Ada live music, barbeque, beer, arak, wine. Kayanya bakalan seru. Psssttt.... kemaren, gw dicium lama sama pacar temen gw. Hari ini ketemu lagi, tapi ga dibahas. Gw rasa she was drunk yesterday kekekeke.
08129xxxxxx, pengusaha sapi yang lagi sepi pasaran:
Ga ngapa2in gw, di rumah aja. Maen poker di FB.
0813xxxxxx, obsesi jadi budayawan sekarang lagi nyamar jadi researcher:
Take a rest at home. Lu ke mana hari ini?
08139xxxxxx, kontraktor dengan hobi (bikin sirik orang) jalan-jalan gratisan:
Gw ke Toraja dong. Lu pasti sirik kan? Eh, jangan sirik dulu. Liat photo2 gw di FB besok, nah lu baru boleh sirik deh. Ralat: boleh sirik banget! Secara lu batal kan ke Toraja? hahahahaha
>> damn... dan gw pun dengan nurutnya... sirik
0818xxxxxx, ngaku-ngaku scientist tapi terobsesi jadi penari striptease:
Like usual. Cuci pakaian seminggu, ngepel rumah, masak & sekarang browsing2 aja.
>> Hmm.... mungkin lu kudu tinjau ulang obsesi lu, mending jadi housekeeper deh kekekeke
xx1616xxxxxx, penyiar radio rusak yang lagi skola gratis:
Lagi latian "menyonyo" (menyanyi, pen), untuk fund raising.
08129xxxxxx, pecinta wanita:
At home: bebersih rumah & kerja kerjaan kantor
0816xxxxxx, pemerhati anak2, pengamat sosial dan pecinta GRATISan:
Fun, just arrived from cottage with the kids
0813xxxxxx, another kontraktor, didikan Jepang. Hobi rodi & romusha:
Gw ga enak badan cyn. Keasikan ngerodi n lupa istirahat. Gw di Bandung sekarang, ada proyek baru. Di sini hujan mulu, jadi inget elu hahahaha
So watts yr wiken story?
Feel free to submit it to me.
Ketik REG spasi WIKENSTORY and send it to 081xxxxxxxx ha-ha
Happy belated wiken pals, now back to reality!
Yuk.......mari!
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Mar 19, 2009
sepertinya sudah lama ga posting yang ringan-ringan
bukan berarti postingan selama ini berat
teutep... posting hal-hal yang ga penting
ah penting ga penting kan relatif... hehehehe
cuman kok ga ada lucu-lucunya
apa memang hidup juga lagi ga lucu ya?
yuk mari.......
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Mar 18, 2009
it's 34 degree outside
and am fine inside
how's that sound?
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Mar 16, 2009
to avoid and being avoided
--Saskya Pandita
have you meet the person who can see perforate your soul?
who can make you talk about the darkest and brightest side of your journey, at the same time?
a kind of person who doesn't talk much thru tounge but thru eyes
is that kind of person really exist?
if so
perhaps it's better not to avoid that kind of person
since it can see you perforate your soul, tortured you with an increasing demand to speak even more
boudaries were created for some reasons
and even though we are social living creatures, we do have grey-black-green-red area
the area which can only be entered by ourselves
and mysteries are best to be kept
just the way they are
at some point, it is better to walk alone
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Mar 12, 2009
It takes two to speak the truth — one to speak and another to hear.
--Thoreau
for those.......
who can make other saying the truth
to pull out (almost) the deepest secret inside them
and to hear in silence... at once
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Mar 3, 2009
still about maybe.. dan senja
“Maybe mistakes are what make our fate...without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are.
After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away”
--Sex and the city
untuk senja, yang memulas langit sore menjadi begitu indah
menorehkan warna kemerahan bak lukisan
meneteskan kesejukan yang mendinginkan bara
tanpa membuatnya padam
mengisi kekosongan yang sengaja disisakan
membungkus semua ilusi yang terkadang menjadi inspirasi
senja.......
yang indah dan selalu ada
tanpa harus bertanya...
mengapa
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Mar 1, 2009
young-fun, grow-up?
“When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?”
--Sex and the city
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Feb 28, 2009
About Maybe
“Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed.
Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them.
Maybe all men are a drug. Sometimes they bring you down and sometimes, like now, they get you so high.
But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.”
--Sex and the City
and it's all about MAYBE, the thing you have to deal,
in life
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